Mama-san texted me and says she wants to meet me. This can’t be good. She’s at work for two days straight because of something, I don’t know what, and yet she wants to meet with me now, rather than waiting until she’s got through all her shifts and had rest. I’m so nervous.
I think it probably has to do with what happened last night…which was that when I got to the spot where the latest youma had appeared, Rei-chan had already vanquished it and returned to civilian, and as I was congratulating her on this a policeman showed up.
This, of course, is not good, especially as we couldn’t say, ‘Oh, it’s okay officer, you see we’re senshi and we were saving a lot of people from being turned into batteries…’ I hadn’t even had to become Mercury, and Rei had just turned back. Of all the times to wish it actually hadn’t been over so quickly, and I had to participate in the battle…although if that was the case the officer might have been hurt.
We tried to explain, but really, what can you say? We took a short cut home from school this way at almost midnight?
He asked us for our information, and I was hoping that with Mama being at the hospital perhaps they wouldn’t have been able to get hold of her, or would have just left a message at home that I could erase, but perhaps they did both.
I try to tell myself that I’m doing my normal think about this too much; that really nothing is going to happen. She perhaps just wants to see me, given we’ve spent so little time together lately, but I’m afraid that will not be so. Maybe she’s just found out that I’ve not gone to cram school as much as usual, with well, being evil, and being so busy, and that’s just it, and the police haven’t talked to her at all. Although that might be worse, because my doing well means so much to her.
Either way you look at it I’ve let her down.
Well, wish me luck. I’ll go to see her right after classes are done.
Minna-san threw a party for me, which was nice. I was considering it a little unnecessary, but it certainly brought home to me the togetherness that we have. We took a few pictures.
We sang karaoke, and had lots of good food thanks to Mako-chan.
Luna says starting this week, she will be training us with new methods, hoping to awaken more fully past memories of being senshi in Makoto and myself. I’m sure this will be tricky, this sort of thing is what’s been making me think in depth about past lives and so on. I’ve been looking at some books, but I’m really tired right now. I’ll hold this entry until I have the pictures.
EDIT:
I decided I would post the entry anyway…as I’ve not been as quick at getting the pictures sorted out as I would liked to have been.
So, I will post it now, and post another entry with pictures in later.
I feel blessed to have such wonderful friends!
Usagi-chan and the others have been catching me up on a lot of things. I’m in shock that Chiba-san would have left for London, but as I think about it, I think it might be for the best. He and Usagi-chan can both get their heads cleared, we can all work out what it means about the Moon Kingdom, and past lives, and perhaps…well who knows. Just because you’re with someone in another life doesn’t mean that you have to be with them in this one. To my way of thinking if you’re reincarnated it would be to experience varied things; but it’s a confusing topic on the whole. I’d much rather focus on this life, especially considering what happened recently, but then to recall memories of being a senshi might help with our understanding of what are duties are, and our abilities and to complete those tasks we have this time around much better.
Since it was pointed out to me that I have not posted certain pictures of things which happened quite some time ago, or a certain picture of myself which Usagi-chan took…without further ado, here they are:
Hallowe’en Time:
That is Usagi-chan in the bear suit-I swear! And a couple of pictures she got of me dressed up as a cat.
Sleepover
Firstly I must say that if you see a book with the title below: do NOT buy it!
Now onto the pictures of minna-san having fun:
And here is when we tried out make-up. Minna-san didn’t do so badly, but I…I’ve never really used make-up before. I look like a clown!
Usagi-chan snapped this picture of me without my glasses on. I wasn’t so happy about it at the time, but I’m getting more used to being without them:
I better show the picture of myself in the kimono that Usagi-chan took also:
Nako-Nako
From when minna-san were going through the Nako-nako phase. Usagi-chan stayed up working on her costume.
Last but not least a couple of pictures of Motoki-onii-san for Mako-chan:
So, now it’s 2005.
What an amazing year it’s been so far. I made some great new friends: Usagi-chan, Rei-chan, Mako-chan & Luna. It’s been very tiring, very drainy, more than a little scary at times, and a lot of fun.
I think a lot of me still thinks that I’m going to wake up one day and find I’ve really just stressed myself into a mental institution and none of it is really real. Perhaps, if I’d discovered this senshi power by myself that would be true, but to have friends who are also going through this, is wonderful. To have friends even without going through something like this would have been nice.
If you understand me, what I’m saying.
I had always thought that ‘friends’ were not really an issue. To be by myself was okay, to be studying, to be doing the best in that respect. I see now, how wrong I was. I also see that the people before this who I had been considering to be friends were not. To be friends is to give and to take. It does not mean, the other people are constantly taking from you and giving nothing in return, or are just giving you the time of day because of what your mother does, or who your family is. To be friends, means to give things to each other; to share with each other; to talk about things and to be able to get things out around people who understand and sympathize; or offer advice, or tell you that you’re wrong if you need to hear that.
That is what friends is. I’m glad I found out.
We’ve all agreed to help Rei-chan with some of the preparations for the New Year festival. This way we can also all work together on our own New Year’s party that we want to have at Crown.
Rei-chan was a little upset, feeling as though she would be forcing us, and being a slave driver, but I agree with Mako-chan that if we all help it could be very fun, and it would certainly mean that we can spend more time together as friends.
Yesterday was not so good.
After Mako-chan and Usagi-chan had gone to the hospital Rei-chan and I had a long discussion with Luna about things. We found some information about a convergence of the planets with ‘V’ in attendence and decided to check it out.
We discovered very quickly it was actually a trap, and called Usagi-chan and Mako-chan; then I remember waking up and I was already transformed and so was Mars.
I vaguely remember seeing a white haired man, dressed all in white. He had the creepiest eyes. I know we tried to fight him…it’s all very hazy, and it makes me so worried about our future encounters…the shittenou are so powerful, and we’re so uncoordinated…
Today was…interesting though.
When we were meeting Usagi-chan realized she had forgotten the notebook that Aino Minako signed for her, and left it at the hospital, so she went running back to get it.
Later on Rei-chan and I were walking the part of our home journey that we share, when we saw a youma. We called Usagi-chan, given Mako-chan had a doctor’s appointment, and by the time she caught up with us it had gone dark.
We weren’t doing very well as the shittenou from the mansion, who had been after the crystal there, showed up. We were bound and he took Sailor Moon by the throat and was demanding we turn over the princess and the crystal, when someone yelled at him.
Sailor V had shown up. She cut us free, and told us that she was the princess he was looking for. Her fuku changed, and she had a white cat, like Luna with her, the cat said she was the princess. We defeated the youma, and then the white haired shittenou from yesterday showed up, and tried to attack her. Tuxedo Kamen stepped in front to save her, but V-Venus, she’s very strong–didn’t even have to call her attack just used it and defeated the shittenou, as he disappeared he called Tuxedo Kamen ‘Master…Endymion’.
The red-haired one left…I’m so confused.
Venus–Moon–Princesses.
I was right. Usagi-chan was frantic when she finally showed up to the meeting at Crown today. After a few rounds of her explaining she wanted to go and see the hospital that Aino-san was at, and the rest of us trying to assure her that Aino Minako was probably doing just fine, Mako-chan agreed to go with Usagi-chan to give well-wishes outside the hospital, while Rei-chan and I continue our research.
Rei-chan feels that the two of them will probably not remain outside the hospital for very long. I have to reluctantly agree but there’s not much we can do. If we show up to try and stop them we would just make things worse.
