More Currently
I will still be filling in my back entries and copying them from my other journal; but I’ve been neglecting to fill in other things, things which are more up to date. That’s been a grievous error on my part, but it’s a sort of compulsive thing I have. I feel the journal is incomplete and want it to be perfect.
Anyway, it’s very busy here. I’ve been finishing up my applications to go to America for school. I’ve kept putting them off because I’m so nervous, things have been quiet for so long yet I wonder if I’m going to screw things up somehow by leaving and everyone will be in the lurch without me. I don’t want to be neglectful in my duties.