Long Catch-Up
There have been some bad things going on lately, some a lot worse than others. I didn’t transfer schools, which is a good thing. I did some things perhaps I shouldn’t, but things have worked out.
I felt bad, being so worried about something as a school transfer, when Rei-chan had such deeper problems with her father. She and I spent some time together at CROWN, when neither of us wanted to go home, and we sorted out a lot of things. It was fun to spend time with her, I think it did both of us some good, as she points out we both tend to be pulled in, for different reasons. She couldn’t understand why I couldn’t just stand up to my mother in the first place and tell her ‘no’ this is something Rei has little problem with. She has such courage. I worry. I did not want to disappoint my mother, she expects for me to follow her footsteps, and I wish to please her, so I worry that she will hate me if I don’t live up to her expectations, such is the way things are.
Plus, I don’t want to lie to her, but I also don’t want to put her and my other friends in danger by explaining certain things.
As it stands now, she’s had another trip since then, and come back, and she understands that I like to spend time with my friends, and there are certain things I have to do, and that I’m still trying my best, and still doing okay, so it’s alright. Which is a big relief.
Other things have happened though, that make all the fracas over the school issues seem like nothing; and they involve Usagi-chan and Chiba-kun. As it is right now Usagi-chan has disappeared, for a while Luna had me pretending to be her, which worked out okay, suprisingly because Ikuko-mama-san had lost her contact lenses and couldn’t tell that it was me and not Usagi-chan. Right now Mako-chan is in my place and I have to look around for Usagi-chan and try and find out where she’s gone. Rei-chan has gone to see Aino-san for more information.
As to why–why has Usagi-chan disappeared? I have no actual idea. I have speculations only.
She and Chiba-kun were doing very well with their relationship, but then, Beryl…
Beryl appeared and she threatened the lives of the shittenou. She even stabbed Nephrite, or had him stab himself, because of this manipulation Chiba-kun agreed to go with her to preserve the lives of everyone else. He didn’t want Usagi-chan to continue to be controlled by the princess aspect of herself, her other self, self from the past…so, he brought her back to normal and went along with Beryl.
Speculation is that during the night after that the princess came to the forefront of Usagi’s personality again and is now dragging her somewhere around Tokyo, and the only clue we have is the sound of the harp…
Anyway, I should go. I just had to purge some of this out of my head so I could think more clearly and continue my pursuit.
Wish me luck.