Bah
I had a message on the phone I’d forgotten I still have. It was from Tsukino-san vowing that soon, soon she would bring me back, and that she hadn’t forgotten me, none of them have, blah-blah-blah.
It’s given me an idea, but it pains me.
I spent the morning out on the roof again. Kunzite doesn’t seem to care. I think he has other things on his mind since ‘Those Events’. Besides the object of his vengance seems to have left the area.
I also have someone asking me what I feel about Kunzite, and why I take pity on Nephrite. Nephrite–he no longer seems to be able to do anything, and I hear that killing him would be too much like stepping on an ant. Perhaps in some respects Nephrite reminds me of the way I used to be, unable to do much of anything, by himself, wanting to do well, wanting to be useful, but not being able to…
Kunzite has said that Nephrite should be left alone, so there’s been occassion where I’ve been tempted to do so, anyway–he (Kunzite) did take the opportunity of a Moon kill from me.
*curses* and there’s that pain again. It needs to stop!!
Contact between Kunzite and myself is strained. I feel more as though he is mocking my every move, dogging my steps, waiting, watching, smirking…a little scary.
I’m going to go out to the roof again, see if it will clear my head and I can formulate my actions. If she’s going to start calling me and leaving cute messages, she definitely needs to pay.