Thursday
Osaka-san and I seem to have sorted out our difference. In the sense that I don’t feel like she’s trying to push me out any more, and she doesn’t get mad if I breath near Usagi-chan, but…I guess it’s just my nature to be wary and feel bad about these things. I suppose I still not quite got the hang of social interactions. I’m always afraid I’m going to say the wrong thing, or do something wrong.
Rei-chan is right though, no one is ever going to be 100% perfect so I should stop worrying so much about it, and thinking I’m a bad person when I have a negative thought. It’s so hard though! At least for me. Maybe it’s easier for other people in that respect. I don’t want to become a nasty person, I just wish I didn’t take things so very hard.
I’m also glad that Mako-chan is now alright. We had a hard time with a youma who was making holes appear in the ground and abducting people. It almost took Mako-chan, but we were able to save her. Then, the next day, it did take Osaka-san (she doesn’t remember though), and that’s when I was feeling really guilty because I thought maybe my ill feelings about the whole Usagi-Osaka-me situation had caused me not to try so hard to save her.
We were able to pool our talents together, and save her, and the other people from the youma. So, that was good.
Apparently this is not her first near brush with a youma. She and Usagi-chan encountered one yesterday, when Mako-chan, Rei-chan and myself were out investigating the disappearances.
I wonder if other civilians we’re close to will be put in danger because of what we do…there was that youma at the hospital… Oh, I shouldn’t think about these things!!