January 17, 2005

Tuesday

Filed under: chiba mamoru, osaka naru, usagi-chan — Ami @ 6:29 pm

It’s been a busy time of late. I’m back on the playing catch up again. It seemst to just be in my nature that I can’t take a current date and do a massive update. I have to take the little notes I’ve made and put them to the right dates so that everything follows chronologically.
We’ve had a few quizzes, and one test. Usagi-chan tried again the other day for me to do her homework for her, rather than studying to do it. She seems to have been very preoccupied of late, but doesn’t want to talk about it. She hasn’t talked to Naru-san about it either. Both of us were trying to pool information and are wondering if it’s about Chiba Mamoru-san. I’m not sure I could be much help on that one I have a hard enough time talking to people in general. I’ve not had much experience with crushes or love.

January 15, 2005

Photos: Various Events

Filed under: ami (self), free time, friends, hino rei, osaka naru, photos, usagi-chan — Ami @ 4:51 am

Since it was pointed out to me that I have not posted certain pictures of things which happened quite some time ago, or a certain picture of myself which Usagi-chan took…without further ado, here they are:

Hallowe’en Time:

That is Usagi-chan in the bear suit-I swear! And a couple of pictures she got of me dressed up as a cat.

Sleepover

Firstly I must say that if you see a book with the title below: do NOT buy it!

Now onto the pictures of minna-san having fun:

And here is when we tried out make-up. Minna-san didn’t do so badly, but I…I’ve never really used make-up before. I look like a clown!

Usagi-chan snapped this picture of me without my glasses on. I wasn’t so happy about it at the time, but I’m getting more used to being without them:

 

I better show the picture of myself in the kimono that Usagi-chan took also:

Nako-Nako

From when minna-san were going through the Nako-nako phase. Usagi-chan stayed up working on her costume.

Last but not least a couple of pictures of Motoki-onii-san for Mako-chan:

January 13, 2005

Thursday

Filed under: friends, osaka naru — Ami @ 2:50 pm

Osaka-san and I seem to have sorted out our difference. In the sense that I don’t feel like she’s trying to push me out any more, and she doesn’t get mad if I breath near Usagi-chan, but…I guess it’s just my nature to be wary and feel bad about these things. I suppose I still not quite got the hang of social interactions. I’m always afraid I’m going to say the wrong thing, or do something wrong.
Rei-chan is right though, no one is ever going to be 100% perfect so I should stop worrying so much about it, and thinking I’m a bad person when I have a negative thought. It’s so hard though! At least for me. Maybe it’s easier for other people in that respect. I don’t want to become a nasty person, I just wish I didn’t take things so very hard.
I’m also glad that Mako-chan is now alright. We had a hard time with a youma who was making holes appear in the ground and abducting people. It almost took Mako-chan, but we were able to save her. Then, the next day, it did take Osaka-san (she doesn’t remember though), and that’s when I was feeling really guilty because I thought maybe my ill feelings about the whole Usagi-Osaka-me situation had caused me not to try so hard to save her.
We were able to pool our talents together, and save her, and the other people from the youma. So, that was good.
Apparently this is not her first near brush with a youma. She and Usagi-chan encountered one yesterday, when Mako-chan, Rei-chan and myself were out investigating the disappearances.
I wonder if other civilians we’re close to will be put in danger because of what we do…there was that youma at the hospital… Oh, I shouldn’t think about these things!!

January 12, 2005

Photos: New Year Party

Filed under: ami (self), hino rei, kino makoto, luna, photos, usagi-chan — Ami @ 6:46 pm

Okay, so here are the pictures from the party (I’m sorry for the size, but they were taken with a cell phone):

From left to right: Mako-chan (in green), myself (in blue), Usagi-chan (in dark peach) and Rei-chan (in red).

Closer shots of everyone looking so pretty in their kimonos: Mako-chan, Usagi-chan and Rei-chan respectively.

And now just some pictures of random happy things going on: karaoke, “goofing off” and so on.

So, there we are. The chase started once because Usagi-chan was wanting Mako-chan to try on some lipstick and then another time because Usagi-chan was saying how cute Mako-chan sounded singing the song she chose…she did sound cute, though.

Catch up

Filed under: ami (self), free time, friends, great music, usagi-chan — Ami @ 6:06 pm

It’s been a while (two weeks, I think) since I was able to update, and I’ve been trying to backdate the entries, but it’s getting a little tricky, and I’m having a hard time talking about some thing that happened recently anyhow, because it was pretty awful. I already tried to write about it once and the computer ate it. Maybe that’s a sign. If it happens again I suppose I’m not going to talk about it.

The week started off fairly well. We had arranged to all get together at the Hikawa Shrine and work on preparations for our own New Year’s Party. Mako-chan and I arrived about the same time, Usagi-chan was nowhere in sight, which isn’t unexpected; she’s often late to our group meetings, but when an hour had passed and there was no sign of her we were starting to get a little worried that she had completely forgotten or something had happened to her. Rei-chan was about to call her when the phone rang. It was Usagi-chan but before she was able to explain why she was late there was a bit of an accident and a lot of things got spilled, so Rei-chan told her she was better not coming over so late after all.

We were eventually able to get things cleared up, and then Rei-chan and I went to Mako-chan’s for dinner. We had something that she had decided she wasn’t going to make for our party, after all. It was very good.

Then at the weekend came our party. To begin with it was very enjoyable: we did celebrations and formal dinner (minna-san looked so kawaii in their kimonos–I will post an entry with some pictures in a moment. It’s good, to remember the happy times) we sang karaoke (much to Rei-chan’s discomfort); I brought everyone flan from the bakery down the street from my apartment; Rei-chan and I played jenga. Usagi-chan tried, again, to get Mako-chan to wear lipstick; we dressed up in strange costumes and took photos. But then…

Usagi-chan COLLAPSED!

We thought perhaps she was just over-exhausted…but Luna explained that before when Usagi-chan had faced a youma, which turned out to have been created by the last shittenou, she had been also attacked. Apparently this shittenou, Kunzite, can turn people into youma, and Luna had thought Usagi-chan had cured herself, but the youma had just grown dormant, to bide it’s time.
Mako-chan quizzed Luna about where they had encountered Kunzite and went there hoping to track Kunzite down and get Kunzite to turn her back.
Rei-chan asked me if I would be alright looking after Usagi-chan, and she went back to the shrine hoping to find some information out by doing a fire reading. After she had left I realized that really I needed to get Usagi-chan back to my apartment, which was going to prove tricky, but fortunately Motoki-onii-san’s friend Chiba-san was there, and volunteered to carry her for me. I was reluctant, and gave a rather strained excuse that she had apparently caught the flu.
He must have let himself out while I was fretting and running around like a mad thing trying to get enough blankets to keep her warm. It was rude of me to ignore him like that after he’d been so generous, but I was frantic…
I tried to keep Usagi-chan warm, but the monitor kept saying her temperature was still dropping, and she was starting to grow talons…I even had to borrow heaters from our neighbor.
Then I remembered I should call Ikuko-san to let her know where Usagi-chan was so she didn’t worry, that was tricky. I hated lying, but I keep reminding myself that I couldn’t exactly say, “Ohaiyo, Ikuko-san, I’m keeping your daughter here so that if she changes into an energy sucking demon she won’t eat you, your husband and her brother…”
Unfortunately Ikuko-san told Osaka-san that Usagi-chan was at my apartment, so she came over looking for a CD of hers that Usagi-chan had borrowed, and I couldn’t let her in. She must either think that Usagi-chan is really angry with her…or that I’m hateful. I told her that Usagi-chan was asleep. I don’t know what she thinks of it. Usagi-chan had seemed to be improving, maybe that’s why the Dark Kingdom acted the way they did. A dark cloud of rose petals filled the room and covered her, despite my attempts at shielding her, and then she was gone.

I ran from the apartment, hoping I could somehow find out where she had been taken. I’m not a psychic like Rei-chan, and even though I henshined and managed, I think, through sheer force of guilt and will, to get up onto the roof of the adjacent buildings.
I closed my eyes, I tried to calm myself down, I knew that I needed help, and that the others needed to know what happened, so I called them. Thankfully we have a ‘call-all’ so I didn’t have to repeat it twice.
(Mako) “What is it?”
(Rei) “Ami-chan, what happened just now?”
“The Dark Kingdom…” I managed, trying to calm my breathing, “…it must have been. Something…rose petals…Usagi-chan is gone!”
“Ami-chan…” Rei remarked, sounding upset, and yet also soothing, “Do you know where they took her?”
“We’ll be right there!” Makoto responded, sounding very ticked, “Isn’t what they were already doing enough? Damn it!”
“I don’t know where they took her,” I admit, thoroughly annoyed with myself, “I ran up here, but I can’t see anything. I-I think it was some kind of teleportation effect. They could be miles away.”
I could almost see Rei closing her eyes, “I don’t think so,” she said, “What I felt just now was a pulling east. Head east from where you are, Ami-chan, maybe you’ll pick something up. Mako-chan and I will follow, we’re not going to leave you to face this by yourself.”
“No, shit,” Makoto remarked, “I’m in an alley now. Jupiter will be on the way,” and her section of the line went dead.
“Ganbatte, Ami-chan,” Rei added, and she too was gone.
East…I closed my eyes, and took a few deep breaths, before setting off again. Rei was right, of course, the further I traveled I could feel the pull, the swelling negativity, making my skin prickle.

I found myself drawn towards a cave, it was dark and damp in there, and very cold; the walls clammy. There was an eerie light emanating and I walked towards that. A tall man with dark hair, wearing a cape that shimmered was walking around a altar shaped rock which had Usagi-chan laid out on it as though she were a sacrifice. My heart skipped, but we couldn’t let her, I couldn’t let her stay with them, that was a fate worse than death.
“Give her back!” I yelled at him, and he looked over at me with contempt. We fought, although honestly that was more him throwing my power back at me several times and me being thrown around like a rag doll. I remembered how I had been able to use the water to help me find the teleporting youma, and begged for the water to help me do something against the shittenou. As he swung his sword to attack me, I was able to form the water into a sword to stop him. I still wasn’t strong enough to defeat him, but it meant he didn’t cleave me in two.
Then, fortunately, Jupiter and Mars arrived but even their combined attack wasn’t enough to do anything against him. He deflected that back against us, also. We thought we were going to be destroyed. He told us that Usagi-chan would turn into a youma and kill us, but as he boosted the power into the transformation, she sat up yawning, and was very confused as to where she was.
She henshined though and he lunged for her, but Tuxedo Kamen stopped him and fought cane to sword with the shittenou, before Sailor Moon attacked him, but he teleported away.

Tuxedo Kamen left, and we hid in an alley outside and turned back to normal. We were all so relieved and yet a bit confused as to how come Usagi-chan was able to wake up and be alright. She said that she had heard us shouting at her and it was so noisy that she woke up! She said I was the loudest I’m not sure what to make of that.

Okay, hopefully I won’t have to write this over again (the computer connection has been on the fritz).
I don’t think I could take that.

January 2, 2005

Sunday

Filed under: ami (self), crown, free time, friends, kino makoto, national holiday — Ami @ 3:33 pm

I had a busy time because of cram school. I was helping tutor for a while, but it will be nice to have some time with close friends, at Crown.

Motoki-onii-san wasn’t there the last time we were there, I think Mako-chan was a little disappointed, but it took her mind from teasing me about Urawa-san.Last time Motoki-san wasn’t there, Chiba-san took over for him, but this time it was an older gentleman possibly the owner. I wonder how he would take to us using his space. No one seems to mind about the ‘year-long’ passes which makes me wonder…

But I’m really looking forward to the party we have planned for today.  I’m going to pick up some desserts from that favorite shop Mama and I go to. I hope everyone likes them.

January 1, 2005

New Year

Filed under: friends, hino rei, kino makoto, usagi-chan — Ami @ 12:14 am

So, now it’s 2005.
What an amazing year it’s been so far. I made some great new friends: Usagi-chan, Rei-chan, Mako-chan & Luna. It’s been very tiring, very drainy, more than a little scary at times, and a lot of fun.
I think a lot of me still thinks that I’m going to wake up one day and find I’ve really just stressed myself into a mental institution and none of it is really real. Perhaps, if I’d discovered this senshi power by myself that would be true, but to have friends who are also going through this, is wonderful. To have friends even without going through something like this would have been nice.
If you understand me, what I’m saying.
I had always thought that ‘friends’ were not really an issue. To be by myself was okay, to be studying, to be doing the best in that respect. I see now, how wrong I was. I also see that the people before this who I had been considering to be friends were not. To be friends is to give and to take. It does not mean, the other people are constantly taking from you and giving nothing in return, or are just giving you the time of day because of what your mother does, or who your family is. To be friends, means to give things to each other; to share with each other; to talk about things and to be able to get things out around people who understand and sympathize; or offer advice, or tell you that you’re wrong if you need to hear that.
That is what friends is. I’m glad I found out.