It seems there are still quite a few things that we need to work through when it comes to fear and paranoia. Case in point, yesterday hubbie misplaced his car keys. He couldn’t find them before he left to go somewhere so I gave him mine (he was going to be driving my car anyway) [...]

So, yes, the computer is back. Not the laptop, but FrankenStan has risen from the ashes of Stan’s stroke and heart attack, after having a brain transplant and is currently readjusting and regaining at least some of his memory and data.
He runs slooooooow, but he runs and that’s all he really has to do. [...]

Thankfully there are few of my friends now who find it weird that I’m not always the most girly of girls. I imagine people who knew me in England might find it surprising as I used to be the sort who wore skirts and dresses most of the time, and I had a pink and [...]

I had written this up on livejournal last night and thought it would serve as a good illustration of how things tend to work in our head; especially now that we’re able to operate more co-consciously once more.
Me: Gods, I’m tired…
Max: I’ll do it!
Me: uh…okay…*gets shoved back*
Max: Do do doooo….
*insert an hour or so [...]

This post has been on the burner for a while. I wish I had been able to finish it before Dollhouse was done with; but alas these things don’t always happen the way we wish. Dollhouse is one of several shows that’s given us a lot of food for thought about ourselves and the way [...]

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the dieting aspect of my life and the reasons why it’s so hard for me. I know some of it is due to the sedentary lifestyle I lead which is partially choice and partially the fibro. I need to take the choice part out of the equation and [...]

I went checking back through the archives on livejournal to verify a few things which have become hazy. The official hypnosis session happened on the solstice last year (21 June 2009) though there had been prep-work for a few days before then, as I mentioned before.
We, of course, discussed things with our husband before [...]

It’s difficult to comprehend the nature of my existence some times. “I” have been on Earth 29 years at this point, yet I know for a fact I didn’t exist this way before June of last year. It makes things confusing.
If any of you have been following on since the beginning of this blog [...]

One of the major events that decided for us that we should go to therapy was hazy recollections of what a school mate did to us, when we were around seven. There were lots of panicked snippets and waking up shaking and crying. They happened often enough and with enough ferocity that it became apparent [...]

I’m still trying to find out ways to, in a sense, replace the therapy with something that I can do online, but support groups, for the most part, at least the ones I’ve found so far seem to dwell far too much on the negative. I understand that people need to process the negative things [...]