This is not to say that we’re transgender, let’s get that out of the way first, because we’re not transgender all the time. Our ratio is currently three guys to five or six women/girls. Given us guys is myself, Jay and Max, and then we have Faith, Rose, Yana, Rachel, Kiddy and Katyana? This is just some thing I was thinking about last night and decided I would write up as there’s a whole bunch of “we should write more” “we should write about whatever and we should do it in depth because it will help someone” and then some of us hedge and still don’t despite apparently pledging and pledging publicly to do just that. You really can’t and shouldn’t step “out of the closet” and then go back in and peek out occasionally, at least that’s my opinion.
My point last night during our internal discussion was that I think the luckiest way to be as a male in a woman’s body is to be a bisexual male in a woman’s body, you get the best of all the worlds on that score, particularly in being in a relationship with an open-minded straight man. I’m sure there are some who would disagree with me, but that depends on their personal situation. As far as I’m concerned I’m in a great spot and I’m striving to enjoy every minute of it. I also say this based on my observations on how others of us are handling it.
You see there’s my brother, who is a straight guy. He deals with the situation but it’s more in a “suffers through it”. He has things that he helps with and can do really well, like make yorkshire pudding, do dishes, make psychic predictions and run his game but there are many, many things about the situation that freak him out and make him uncomfortable such as being married to a guy, the prospect or brief times that said guy expresses affectionate feelings towards us not realizing that Jay is the one fronting and anything to do with taking care of the body with regards to things such as periods grosses him out which I am starting to understand. However there are other things he doesn’t do or deal with well such as even going to the bathroom or showering.
It’s not all bad for Jay but he has it worst out of us guys. He and D can at least chit-chat about hot girls from time to time but both of them prefer to keep the socializing to times when Jay is running a game so that there’s less awkward PDA situations and things like that.
Then we have Max, he’s slightly better equipped to deal with our situation given he likes guys and has no trouble with exchanging affection with D or interacting with him in sexual situations. Though there are some aspects of female-male sex which some times weird him out and make him uncomfortable. I won’t go into much more specifics than that.
However, and honestly I’m not sure how much of this has to do with my personality than my sexual preferences; but for me the whole scenario is just a great learning experience and I’m enjoying the entire length of it. I can deal with the shower, with most of the other things, however the period thing is a little freaky, I’ll admit. Still so many of the things that go on between man and woman are extremely enjoyable even if they are from a different angle, and in essence it’s the best of both worlds appreciating the feminine form from the masculine perspective as well as the opposing side.
