I’ve been married four years today. It doesn’t seem that long some times, but our son is three next month so it has to have been. He was born just after our first anniversary.

Marriage has been a long strange trip, but at least we’re taking it together. I tend to consider that my husband is a saint and deserves a medal for doing all that he does.

This time on that day we were already married and we were on our way back to my in-law’s house to spend some time at their after party so that we could hang out with our friends a bit before going on our honeymoon to St. Augustine. I realize that marriage marked a step of freedom with me. I was able to start cutting ties with certain Evils in my life and really see all the damage that they had been doing to me. Although I’m still working through the issues of a lot of that.

I’m very grateful that I was able to spend that day with so many friends and family. Although I find myself also reflecting on certain people and wondering about things, but that’s not for this sort of post. I don’t wish to hang in limbo any longer, but in some cases I don’t know if I can escape that right now.

We’re going to the zoo tomorrow as a celebration and tonight I’m making some thing with steak. I hope to be able to celebrate everything with my husband I’m so grateful to him as well. I wish there was a medal that I could give him.